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A million thanks, Mom…

13 Sunday May 2012

Posted by michaelsgirl718 in General, Sheila

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She is my mother…

And I am her child, first born baby girl.

A mother child, too, giving her three fine grandboys a couple of decades ago.

And I want to say thanks, Mom. With gratitude that only a mother heart can know.

Thanks for all the nights you stayed up with me when I was so congested I could barely breath, frightened.

For making me toast and milky sweet tea in the pink cup, fluffing the pillows and tuning in Mayberry R.F.D. whenever I was home sick from school.

For studying spelling words which helped me win the fifth grade spelling bee at P.S. 5.

For bedtime stories of your youth whispered long into the dark.

For encouraging me to always seek the highest, work hard and be my best.  You were the wind beneath my wings for all my growing up years, helping me launch into life.

While there was Daddy darkness during childhood, you worked hard to provide a loving homelife with sweet and silly memories. And then you took on the responsibility of raising us alone…

I still remember cherry Kool-Aid, brings me right back to where it all began.  Where my story started. Where you birthed me into being, and then Theresa.

By the grace of God.

And now, reflecting on those years so long ago, I see a tiny me and Tree splashing in puddles during gentle summer showers.  Driveway blacktop steamy hot.  Wearing nothing but undies!  Giggling and holding joy in our hearts as we held each other’s hands.

You, our Tickle Monster, who would chase after us through the house and corner us on the couch and tickle us and we just couldn’t stop laughing.

Making Rexie, our smart and zany mutt, run like a wild coyote from one end of the house to the other, canine claws slipping on linoleum.  We stood by laughing, little hands clapping like crazy.  And when you tried to get him to settle, our loyal pet would snarl and give you a little growl, until you cornered him on the couch too, and held him tight.

There may have been tears along the way, but what fun we had!  You did such a wonderful job raising us.

And, when I was all grown up, with babies of my own, you stood by me when my own world came crashing down, through the subsequent years of darkness and mistakes, pain, loss and fear.

You were there listening, loving, helping, guiding.  Being my friend.

You are my beautiful mom, hand picked by God Himself. Coming from a long line of beautiful moms…your beloved mother, our dearest Ma, that I only knew till I was 10, and our darling Baba, your maternal grandmother from the Old Country, who got to see me wear a wedding gown.

All good women, hard working, with strong hearts that loved no matter what.  A beautiful legacy.

I pray, Mom, that I’ve done half as good a job raising my three sons as you did with me and my sister.  Carrying on in God’s grace and strength.

Happy, Blessed Mother’s Day.

You’re the best!

I’ll always love you with all my heart.

~sheila

 

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Sunset symphony…

05 Saturday May 2012

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Gentle, golden sun, rays reaching into a patch of woods verdant, dappled wisps of light scattering.

Ushers me into a concert hall alive with music that transports my spirit beyond myself and time. Sensory overflow, every pore yearning, wide open.

Awestruck.

Worshipful, watching, waiting.

Drinking deep this intoxicating elixir, longing to be swallowed whole by the sound, to be fully a part of this sunset symphony. Yet daring not to move.

A grand performance, this chorus of critters — peepers and crickets and deeper throated frogs and robins — bidding day farewell. Orchestrated by the One who created the very creatures now lifting their voices.

Shhh. I think I hear the rocks crying out.

Glory to God in the highest…

Evensong melody floats warm on a spring breeze.  Blush pink clouds tickle a baby blue sky, and wrap their gossamer scarf round the glow of a setting orb.

Your handmade Light of Day, nearly sleeping. And You, full of Love and power and life. No darkness at all.

Feeling small, I stand mesmerized. Caught in a beautiful web of wonder, all this wonder. The gift of this moment, a Grace to hold in my heart forever…

Thrill fills my very soul with the nearness of You.

My Lord, my Majesty…

Me, Your dusty daughter.

Yet, like you do the cottantail nibbling nearby, You love me!

Only vastly more so than that little ball of fur.  In ways too numerous to count, too deep to fathom.

Seeking You always, I long to know you more, love You and others better, serve You with all of me, just like Your creatures crooning a nightime serenade.

Your splendid love song.

Heaven sent from You to me, and each of us.

You are mine and I am Yours and the best is yet to be if I will but come along and follow hard after You, forsaking fear, breaking the boundaries that hold me back, cleaving to You.

You hold me dear against Your heart, and Dearest Husband, too, and all the rest of us teeny, tiny little people here on this glorious, big old earth.

Filling us, if we will let You in, with a Love so powerful and all consuming it will take our breath away while breathing fresh life into stale ones. Healing hearts once broken.

And Your love changes me. Us.  All of us. So help us God.

Music of the night hits a crescendo and then a dog barks and song ceases for a moment before rising quickly in glorious diversified pitch.

Just in time for the full moon to slip off its misty cloak and wink at us from behind a lattice of limbs.

Blessed, holy night…

Sleep tight…

~sheila

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Rain…

04 Friday May 2012

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childhood, christianity, grace, longings end, memories, mothering, rainy morning, seize the moment, sheila kimball, summer

Rumble sky in the wee hours, bright flashes and the heavy pattering of pouring rain wake me from a sound sleep this morning.

Laying in the dark, pierced by momentary light, I seek the Lord.  Opening my hand, letting go of my desire for sleep’s return, I embrace Him and burrow under His wings as I snuggle against the man sleeping soundly by my side.

And I thank God for the early morning interruption, truly, though, a call to come close.

I pray.  Listen to the thunder. Hear His voice speaking clearly in the world beyond the window.

“What do You wish to say to me, my Lord, with this half past three wake-up call?”

Silence oozes an answer warm, spreading a cover over me like a soft-as-baby-skin blanket. Swaddled in His arms. Gift!

And then He brings to mind another rain storm, long ago and far away. My sons were elementary school age and younger on a summer afternoon turned dark and cloudy, raindrop ready.

We had trekked to the craft store in town to purchase items for a project we were working on. {There were always projects in those days of endless summer plus science experiments and outdoor exploring, friends and fun, and lots and lots of swimming. All stories written on our hearts.}

Forgetting the threat of rain outdoors, we wandered up and down aisles, selecting trinkets and such. Arms full at checkout, I was surprised to see shoppers swarming by the front door. Waiting.

The sky, menacingly dark, had opened wide and rain gushed in sheets.  Soaking everything in sight.  Making rivers run alongside the gutters. Teeming cats and dogs, run amok.

With umbrella safe and dry at home, the four of us huddled in the crowd for a moment before I got a gleam in my eye. Glancing at the boys and nodding towards the rain, I raised a brow and challenged them to dodge the raindrops with me.

And we did.

Laughing our heads off all the way.

Splishing and splashing, instantly soaked to the skin. Drenched through and through.

Safe sans lightening, puddles begged to be jumped in.  And each boy did his best to outdo his brother with the biggest splash.  All the way across the deserted lot to our car on the far side.

And we just kept laughing.

And the people by the store, they got a show.

Who knows what they were thinking…maybe “She’s crazy” or just maybe, for a moment “Wish I was out there with them!”

We seized the moment.  And I am so glad we did.

And had I not chosen to receive the blessing of the “interruption” this morning, I would have missed the gift of His presence, heart made and home delivered per His will on a rainy morning. With a sweet memory and a post to boot!

Smiling, my quiet heart thanks Him. Dearest Husband turns in his sleep and I praise God, feeling all yummy inside.

The rain rain rain keeps coming down down down, with those momentary flashes filling a sky now shades lighter with dawn’s approach.

And just outside my bedroom window I hear an intrepid little bird begin his day in praise to the Maker of us all.

Singing his soggy little heart out.

My own soaring with each note in this moment of pure Grace.

Grateful heart climbs out of bed to greet the day the Lord has made.

Joining the chorus…

~sheila

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Busy as a bee…

02 Wednesday May 2012

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That’s why I haven’t been posting recently.  And I really miss it.

Especially connecting with all of you in the blogosphere.

Swamped at work right now, barely able to catch my breath.

Looking forward to sweeter times ahead in the next couple of weeks when I can exhale and get back to writing full swing.

Until then…God bless you and keep you!

~sheila

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